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I left my home of green rough wood,
A blue velvet couch.
I dream till now
A shiny dark bush
Just left of the door.
Down the walk
Clickity clack
As my doll in her carriage
Went over the cracks-
"We'll go far away."
Don't cry my doll
Don't cry
I hold you and rock you to sleep
Hush hush
I'm pretending now
I'm not your mother who died.
Help help
Help I feel life coming closer
When all I want to do is die.
Life-
I am of both your directions
Existing more with the cold frost
Strong as a cobweb in the wind
Hanging downward the most
Somehow remaining
those beaded rays have the colours
I've seen in paintings-ah life
they have cheated you
thinner than a cobweb's thread
sheerer than any-
but it did attach itself
and held fast in strong winds
and singed by the leaping hot fires
life-of which at singular times
I am both of your directions-
somehow I remain hanging downward
the most
as both of your directions pull me.
From time to time
I make it rhyme
but don't hold that kind
of thing
against
me-
Oh well, what the hell,
so it won't sell.
What I want to tell-
is what's on my mind:
'taint Dishes,
'taint Wishes,
it's thoughts
flinging by
before I die-
and to think
in ink.
O, Time
Be Kind
Help this weary being
To forget what is sad to remember
Loose my loneliness,
Ease my mind,
While you eat my flesh.
Good nite
Sleep
and sweet repose
Where ever you lay your head-
I hope you find your nose-
The smart one says the eye
is not truly round. His are,
though, fat with looking.
When the hourglass
takes off its dress,
the sand loosens and spreads.
You cannot find a footing
in me. They always said
I was terrible in bed.
They taught my body
to squeeze grapes.
Warm wine pours out.
And once or twice,
a slick skin.
I could have loved you once
and even said it
But you went away,
When you came back it was too late
And love was a forgotten word.
Remember?
To the weeping willow
I stood beneath your limbs
and you flowered and finally clung to me
and when the wind struck....the earth
and sand--you clung to me.
I've got a tear hanging over my beer that I can't let go
It's too bad
I feel sad
When I got all my life behind me.
If I had a little relief
From this grief
Then
I couldfind a drowning straw to hold on to.
It's great to be alive.
They say I'm lucky to be alive
It's hard to figure out -
When everything I feel -
Hurts.
Nite of the nite
Soothing
Darkness
Refreshes
Air
Seems different
Night has no eyes nor no one
Silence
Except for the night itself.
Her favorite poets were Frost, Whitman & e.e. cummings.
Marilyn not only enjoyed reading poetry but wrote some of her own. Always
fearful of harsh judgement, Marilyn only showed her poetry to a select few,
including, Milton Greene, Carl Sandburg, & Norman Rosten.

Rosten wrote:
She would often hand me a scrap of paper with something written on it & ask,
'Do you think this is poetry? Keep it & let me know.' Or she'd send a scribbled
sheet in the mail asking for criticism. I would always encourage her. The
poems were, in the best sense, those of an amateur; that is, they pretended to
be nothing more than an outburst of feeling, with little or no knowledge of
the craft. But the poet within her - & one existed - found a form for her
purpose."
Untitled

while she's warm
will she forgive me
for not answering her call?
it was two a.m.
was she lost? perhaps
Looking for herself
under all the makeup, making love
(Sinatra on the radio)
to herself in the mirror

hey, it's funny
how I'm always running
into people
and their unconscious
when another sleepless night
deprives me of my own

when I'm cold
(I imagine her calling,
reproaching from beyond)
remember, all good thoughts
and kindness left unsaid
were charity to an orphan heart

Edgar Friere
Winning poem of Immortal Marilyn's
Poetry Contest held in June 2007.
Congratulations to Edgar Friere!
"lonely"
"life is wonderful
so what the hell"
Two self-portaits painted & titled by Marilyn &
given to Susan Strasberg on Fire Island in the
summer of 1955
Photo by Philippe Halsman in 1954 for "Expressions Sitting" for Esquire magazine.

All photos are copyrighted by their respective owners & should not be used for commercial purposes.
Page created by Mary Sims
1955 & all is well.
Marilyn at
Norman & Hedda
Rosten's cottage
on Long Island